Thoughts! I thought I had time to ask you another day. This was not how things worked out. I still have things I wanted to say, I thought it could wait for another day. I was wrong. You had answers to lots of things and now I will never know what else you wanted from your life. You did not sit and wait you lived your life to the full. A beautiful wife, 2 lovely children, the house you always wanted. You had Christmas all wrapped up. I feel reassured that you were happy and content. Love you always Mum.